I’ve been thinking a lot lately about this site and what I do on the web. I haven’t done a lot to get the word out about it. I don’t think I have that many readers and I often neglect to write for months at a time. And let’s just not mention the fact that I haven’t touched the layout in a long time. These thoughts have been rattling around in my head for a while and they’re probably still a bit jumbled up.
This post continues on to talk about my writing, why I write, and my social anxiety.
I’ve been avoiding writing. Some things have happened and I’m just not comfortable with talking about them in a public way. Weird statement for a blogger, maybe, but some things definitely don’t need to be said in public.
You know how it is when there’s someone you haven’t talked to in a while? Maybe you were friends and you just didn’t see each other for a while. Maybe you made new friends and talked to them instead. Or maybe it just happened. Then, when you did see them, you still didn’t talk much because it was awkward and you just didn’t know what to do? I think I’ve been treating this and my other sites like that.
Ever since I put the new theme up I had intended to write about my New Year’s “resolutions.” That’s a little ironic because one of my “resolutions” was to not procrastinate so much about writing. The thing is, some people seem to hope that by writing down all of their goals for the upcoming year that they will automatically turn into revolutions.